| so i hate everything. everything. && i'm just... so...depressed? i guess is the word. i do not want to see my mom. at all. i swear i'm not going to say shit to her. i can't even believe her. now i don't even have a boyfriend && i really really liked edward. i wish i'd just like disapear. obviously my mom doesn't want my stupid ass. && obviously my aunt doesn't && OBVIOUSLY edward doesn't...so that pretty much equals no one. great, because this is just what i need? && i already know what my mom's gonna say. some bullshit about "i do it because i love you" yeah okay. i'm sure. well whatever....if she wants to kill our relationship then she can go ahead and do it. it's not my problem. but yeah...i guess i'm finish....i guess....
lauren ((p.s)) i had to write in here because i deleted my myspace because of my mom trying to look at all my stuff. yeah. some mom huh? |
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| Girls survey...guys NEED to read!!!
*What is your name? lauren
*Are you single or in a relationship? single now...
*Are you happy right now being single/relationship? thats a no.
*How long did you longest relationship last? like 9 months
*How short was your shortest relationship? like a day
*List 5 things you look for in a guy! -someone who'd never do anything to hurt me -funny -fun to be with -sweet to me -how he treats me
List 3 of your biggest "Turn-Ons" -if you do really sweet simple things -holding me & just talking or laughing -looking me in the eyes when we talk
List 3 of your biggest "Turn-Offs" -being rude -not willing to work things out if things get rough -talking about other girls in front of me
*What is the most romantic/sweetest thing a guy has ever done for you? -uh... edward did a lot of sweet things...i don't know which one to pick
List 4 things you could give a man in a relationship! -NOT PHYSICALLY- -i'm fun i guess?? -i'm sweet? -i'm....idk...probably nothing except a headache -watever i can i guess
List 3 things that you don't find so great about yourself when you are in a relationship! -faithfulness....sometimes -trust issues -getting mad easy?
"This or That?"
Long hair or short? in the middle
Skinny or buff? in the middle
Dark hair or light hair? dark...
Smart or Hot? both???
Brown, Blue or Green eyes? all colors are pretty
Long relationship or a fling? long relationships
Ghetto or Preppy? preppy..not too preppy..
Good kisser or hot body? kisser....
Repost this is in 15min, and in less then 3 days your crush will soon recognize that he likes you, or your bf will see that he is madly in love with you, and will never want to let you go....
Repost this with
"Everything I want in a guy"
"Girls survey on what they look for in a guy"
"Survey on relationships"
"Guys need to know what girls really want" |
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| baby ;; i'll be your cheap novelty blow your brains out on me
{define}goodbye ; {goo-ed bby} the one word in the english language that hurts the most
we improve our looks ;; not our minds because we know that boys are stupid... not blind
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| i miss you miss you do bad i don't forget you oh it's so sad i hope you can hear me i remember it clearly the day you slipped away was the day i found it won't be the same i didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand i wish i could see you again but i know that i can't i hope you can hear me cause i remember it clearly
r.i.p Bo Walker |
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| i never dreamt it'd be this way. i've lost any chance for me to say...to say that i miss you, say that i love you. will someone please tell me i'm okay. i wasnt prepared for what has come. a life made of memories gone so young. && now i'm regretting all i've done. but in my heart i know that i'm with you all along. wherever you go, i will be waiting. whenever you call, i will be there. whatever it takes, i'll make your darkest days so bright. i'm in your heart tonight. i never thought that this could go && take me away from all i know && leave me to think i'm on my own but your love will take me, you were the one who sat through nights && held me so tight. and made sure i'm okay. && i thank you for the love you gave to me. wherever you go, i will be waiting. whenever you call, i will be there. whatever it takes, i'll make your darkest days so bright. i'm in your heart tonight.

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